• You had your chance.

    by  • November 9, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 2 Comments

    L,

    I found out you had a crush on me. I thought you were cute too. I talked to you, you liked me, I liked you. I try to take the next step, and you freak out. We both like each other, how come we can’t just let it take course? Why can’t we date? Why can’t I see you every day? Why can’t I kiss you, or hold your hand anymore…

    You took something that was really simple, and made it into something more complicated than it needed to be. You lead me on, which just made me angry. You wasted my time, which also made me angry. I’m sorry it ended this way, but we could’ve had the world. I thought this could’ve lasted.

    After, you have the nerve to tell me you’d be upset if I was with someone else. You had your chance, and you still do. But I don’t think you’ll ever accept that, and I regret the whole thing.

    C.

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    2 Responses to You had your chance.

    1. Just a thought
      November 10, 2011 at 9:47 am

      I was like L. Let me just say you should give them a chance. They are just scared to be in a relationship. The idea of it is just terrifying. They may actually have feelings for you. When I was like that just being asked out would create a whole story in my mind of falling in love and being heartbroken in the end. The thought of being left alone made me back away from the relationship. I started imagining that they are just doing this for a bet/fun. They are just playing me. As a result I distanced myself from them because I didn’t want to look like a fool. In the end, I was a fool. In other words, just take it slow. They are probably just scared, and need to feel secure. If you leave the idea that you just used them would stay in their mind. Even if later on they realize that was not the case.




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      November 10, 2011 at 4:54 pm

      Well, I did try going slow for her at first. And she still got freaked out. I think it’s too late now. But you never know I suppose. I still see her everyday. It sort of hurts. But i’m just trying to move on now. It’s just been on my mind for a while and I didn’t want to share it with anyone specifically, but I needed to say it.




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