• Why Me?

    by  • November 9, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 1 Comment

    I guess i’m writing this becaue i just honestly don’t understand why me? Do other people just not feel the same things I feel about certain situations? Do other people just not care as much? because i feel like I care about everything. Everything little thing that happens I overanalyze and then let it effect me.

    Depression. It’s really a stupid thing. No one really thinks it exists or understands it until it happens to them. At least I sure as hell didn’t. I truly didn’t understand that my life could completely change. I was happy, really happy, I loved my life. I wasn’t suppose to be that person, that failure, that depressed girl. I just really don’t understand why me? Why?

    I’m not where I use to be I’m a little better now. I hit my rock bottom, went up some, and am now just sort of lingering near the bottom. I want things to get better, I really do I don’t think I want anything more, but i’m scared. I’m scared things will go back to the way they were and I will be in the same place i was before. I can’t be in that place again. Why? Seriously why?

    Why did this happen to me? can someone please explain? I really don’t see how I can ever look at these experiences as anything other then negative. Why me? I liked who i was, and this depression has comepletely changed me a person, I really really don’t get it. Why me?

    One Response to Why Me?

    1. leslie
      November 9, 2011 at 11:23 pm

      i know exactly how you feel… it gets better though, it really does… sometimes you have to hit rock bottom in order to bounce back, thats how it was for me at least

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