I had an uncontrollable urge to contact you and tell you that I love you; reason prevailed just barely. Thinking about how you would gloat I stopped myself. I told myself as I often do during the day, every day, you will stop feeling this way one day. Just hang in there baby, you deserve so much more. You are a beautiful. You will cease feeling this love one day, one day this love will cease to be… that day will come.