how is being called a “great guy” supposed to make me feel? Is it supposed to make up for all those nights i let you pour your heart out to me about you worthless boyfriends, and then the next day completely disregard my existence while flaunting your “love” in my face. or when you get too drunk at party and i make sure nothing happens to you and stick up for you the whole night making me look like some loser to everyone.
is it supposed to erase the fact that I’ve been constantly making a fool out myself for four years just to get you to notice me? Making sure you never feel ugly or fat, and constantly going out of my way to make you feel better?
I’ve pulled you out of the fire more times than I can count. I’ve talked you down from suicide, held you when you were hurting, nursed you when you were too drunk to stand, and made all people that made your life hell go away. I’ve dealt with your drug problems, helped you through your family issues, and listened to every single problem you’ve every told me.
there has never been a time where I’ve told you I was too busy for you. I have and am willing to drop everything I’m doing to help you, and I’ve proved that numerous times over….
How dare you tell me I’m a “great guy”. What does that get me exactly? You’ve never one given me a chance. You constantly talk yourself down but apparently your still too good for me. you almost make me regret being so nice. Girls don’t want nice guys anymore. Apparently they like guys who call them fat or treat them like shit unless the want sex. And i guess i can’t nor do I want to be that kind of guy, for you or for anyone.