• Games

    by  • November 9, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Anger • 1 Comment

    Games are supposed to be fun. So why am I having such a miserable time. No matter how hard I try you always win. You date her but yet you still have me. I try to get away, I try to hide but everytime you seem to notice and attach a new hook to your line. Why am I always realed back in? Why these games. Why date her, yet say these things to me. Its cruel, sick even but you get away with it. You get away with everything. Am I surprised? No, I suppose I should have seen the warnings. But I was blindsided. Somehow deep down I, not her, was able to love you. But then you had to take it all away. You took my heart, you took my reputation, you took my friendships, my memories, and yet you wont stop. These games need to stop. I give up, I am ready to fold in my cards. But you say no, you love this game. This sick game is what keeps you going. Please you can have her you can have it all, just please, leave me the one thing I have that is mine. My dignity. Let me stop playing, before its to late.

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    1. Trina
      November 11, 2011 at 8:57 pm

      I’m in the same place you are right now…it’ll be okay. Just try to start dating again….and then eventually you’ll think about him less and less…and then move on. Just realize that he’s an ass and if he really wanted to be with you HE’D BE WITH YOU. If he’s not with you, then he doesn’t care that much. It sucks, I KNOW…I’ve shed my fair amount of tears over my guy too. But when I realize that if he loved me he’d be with me it’s easier to get over. Good luck to you. We both deserve to be with someone that loves us and ONLY US!!! they are out there….they just may not look like the guys we are used to. Let’s give nice guys a chance!!!

      XO 🙂



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