Sometimes I miss so much about being in love. It was nice to have someone to care about all the time, and know that someone was there for you.
I think partially the reason that we fell apart is because I didn’t (and still don’t) know how to love properly, so for that, I’m sorry. I’m not sorry about the time that we spent together, because it was amazing. You taught me so many things about myself, the world and most of all, what those butterflies in my stomach meant. You meant a lot to me. You still do. You always will.
What I mean about not knowing how to love properly, is that I didn’t know when to let go. I was too selfish in love when I was with you. In life, I believe that everyone has at least one soulmate; some people marry their soulmates, others meet them and go on with their lives. I think a soulmate is not based on who you can spend your life with, but more so, someone that you are destined to meet because they belong in your life at a point in time – whether it be forever, or just a few moments. They have been put on this earth to show you something, to affect your life in a way that no one else could. YOU, I believe, are my soulmate. You may be one of many, or may be the only one. Regardess, you changed my life in a way that no one else ever could have. I met you for a reason, and I’m so glad. I just wish that I had of understood that I needed to let you go long before I did. So for that, again, I am so sorry. In my heart forever.