• You Were It.

    by  • November 7, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 7 Comments

    Sometimes I miss so much about being in love. It was nice to have someone to care about all the time, and know that someone was there for you.

    I think partially the reason that we fell apart is because I didn’t (and still don’t) know how to love properly, so for that, I’m sorry. I’m not sorry about the time that we spent together, because it was amazing. You taught me so many things about myself, the world and most of all, what those butterflies in my stomach meant. You meant a lot to me. You still do. You always will.

    What I mean about not knowing how to love properly, is that I didn’t know when to let go. I was too selfish in love when I was with you. In life, I believe that everyone has at least one soulmate; some people marry their soulmates, others meet them and go on with their lives. I think a soulmate is not based on who you can spend your life with, but more so, someone that you are destined to meet because they belong in your life at a point in time – whether it be forever, or just a few moments. They have been put on this earth to show you something, to affect your life in a way that no one else could. YOU, I believe, are my soulmate. You may be one of many, or may be the only one. Regardess, you changed my life in a way that no one else ever could have. I met you for a reason, and I’m so glad. I just wish that I had of understood that I needed to let you go long before I did. So for that, again, I am so sorry. In my heart forever.

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    7 Responses to You Were It.

    1. .
      November 7, 2011 at 1:04 pm

      Sometimes it’s about letting go and sometimes about trying harder to keep them in your life. Make sure you are ‘certain’ in your heart (not your brain!) – which path is the right one!
      Your words fill me with profound sadness.




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    2. S
      November 7, 2011 at 11:18 pm

      this is so hauntingly beautiful.




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    3. catcher
      November 8, 2011 at 7:26 am

      I feel the very same way about someone I was with. I just wish she wouldn’t have walked away. I wanted to make her and I us. She moved my soul in a way no one else ever did nor probably ever will ever again. She changed me. Made me want to be a better person. I will always love you patricia. Always and forever.




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    4. molly C.
      November 8, 2011 at 10:25 am

      wow.




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    5. Sally
      November 8, 2011 at 12:31 pm

      Life is so cruel to just let important people into our lives only for a time. It would be a miracle if it was to last forever. I’m not sure how you feel right now but I would be so frustrated and angry at life for letting this great partnership go




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    6. annie
      November 8, 2011 at 8:51 pm

      wow. after reading this i’m filled with so much sadness, but also so much relief. now i know why i feel the way i do. thank you.




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    7. ben
      November 14, 2011 at 1:43 pm

      this is overwhelmingly beautiful.




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