Hey dude. Yea this is gonna be a surprise to you, I think. Listen to the song “oh my my my” by Taylor swift. I know… Taylor swift is so corny.. Oh well. Does it sound familiar? Stop after the very first fight thing… Here’s where I broke down.
See, al, the rest of this song scares me. It’s all about getting married and growing old together. Alec… I don’t know how to tell you this. Are you more than my best friend? I can’t stop thinking about telling you about my feelings for you. What if you don’t like me? What if you’ve never thought of me like that before? What if our families are really awkward about it? What if i’m just flighty, and I get tired? Or bored?
Alec! I cannot even fathom my life without you. I cry every single time I think of going off to college and leaving you here. I know that, if I leave then, I’ll always wonder if there was something there. Al, we’re running out of time.
Alec John, I love you. I just don’t know in what way. </3