• I should have known

    by  • November 7, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 2 Comments

    I gave you a second chance. i let you back in after three months of never hearing from you. i was doing fine without you, but of course i let you back in. i’ve been lying to my parents about it and everything and you do not care. all i feel is you forgetting about me and not caring once again. you can’t do that again. i let you back in and you can’t treat me like this.

    oh wait… you are.

    I should break up with your sorry ass right now. but i’m too much in love with you. yeah that’s right i love you even though we aren’t saying it and i won’t admit it i do. it sucks a lot. I want to forget about you because i hate waiting around for you to text me. It’s sick.

    If you cared like you used to then i’d be ok, i’d be ok with not seeing you every weekend. but here’s the catch. you don’t treat me well when we’re not together. so why should i wait for you to make time for me?

    i need to stop. and i think tonight i will.

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    2 Responses to I should have known

    1. daisy
      November 7, 2011 at 11:42 pm

      I’m going through the exact same thing.

      He says he loves me but actions speak louder than words.

      I just wish I had your strength, I wish I could tell him go away.


    2. Ali c.
      December 11, 2011 at 5:37 pm

      Oh my gosh… This is my life story right now. It’s so hard. I keep sneaking out to have a day with him and it’s rediculous. I’m like mind blown right now.



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