i miss you. more than words could describe i miss you. i know i am better off without you but that doesn’t mean i don’t still miss you. your laugh, your humor, the way you challenge me like no one else does, the way you always acted like you weren’t listening but you really were, the way you scratch your nose. i miss the way we could sit and never speak a word but so much would be said. i miss you. i miss your family. i know i’m so much better off without you. that i finally don’t NEED you anymore but i still miss you. i hope someday you will come back in my life and we can be friends again. until then i will be living my life. i won’t be waiting for you, because i can’t. i can’t make myself do that. i am better than the way you treated me. i am better than all of those times you would want to be with me but then leave before the sun rose. i am better than my heart being constantly in shambles because you didn’t know how to take care of it. and most of all i am better off alone for this short time.