I think forgetting about you is the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to do. I’m not exaggerating when I tell you that you turn my whole world around. I know that nothing will ever happen between us and it was silly of me to even feel that way about you from the beginning. I keep telling myself that getting over you is not going to be an overnight thing, it’s going to take some time. I know moving on is the right thing to do, but I never could bring myself to let go of you. I don’t know how much longer I can do this. The thoughts of you consume me, and it hurt. It’s a pain I can’t describe, it’s not just my heart that hurts, my whole body hurt. What if I never get over this, what if I feel this way forever? I love you, you’re the first person I’ve ever loved. But this pain is beginning to become unbearable, it’s killing me. They say time heals everything, but I’m still waiting. I don’t want to stay like this, I have to let go of you. It’s hard for me to get up in the morning knowing that we don’t have a future together. I have to completely erase you from my life, so what I’m saying is, this is goodbye Nate.