I love you. I guess that’s the best way to start a letter like this. We have been dating for almost five years. Now we are in college, and i don’t see you nearly as much as I would wish. And here at school, I freak out about grades, classes, work, room mates. And I made new friends, R, R and A. And they are really nice guys. But what if I am falling for one of them? What if i think about things that I shouldn’t? It would kill you to find out, and me to admit to you. I know i won’t do anything about it, i don’t have the guts or I guess real desire to do it. But the scary thing is it’s there. And what if he made the first move? Ugh I’m a horrible person. I can’t believe I’m even contemplating these things. You are the world to me and I couldn’t lose you, it would kill me if I were in your position and you in mine.
So I guess this is my unheard confession, it won’t hurt you. It won’t hurt me. But it won’t solve anything either. I don’t have anyone I trust to talk to other then you. But are my best friend and the center of my world. You are my only home.