Even though you screwed me over, and hurt me very badly, i still love and miss you. We were best friends for years. Soulmates, and we got stupid tattoos together. You knew me better than i knew myself. I have all these guy issues and i know you would have loved to talk about them with me. I told you i tried to kill myself, and i got no response. What kind of person ignores that? Who are you? Did i know you at all? I feel like i’ve been so deceived for years…but thank you. Thank you heather for abandoning me. Because i finally see the real you. And i found REAL friends. They actually care about me, heather. They like hanging out with me. They arent jealous or mean. They don’t ditch me for their significant others. They are there EVERY SINGLE TIME i need them. You never were. So thank you. You improved my life by leaving when i needed you most.
Despite all that, i still miss you.