even though you want nothing to do with me i still love you with all my heart. You don’t understand the feelings i have for you, because i was always to afraid to tell you. I understand you aren’t with me anymore and don’t feel the way i do, but please don’t be stupid anymore, please please make smart decisions. You struggled with so much to get back on the right path. Please don’t go back to your old ways. You’re the best guy I have ever met, you have completely changed me in ways that you will never know. You saved my life. I’m trying to make all this look easy, but it’s not. Whenever you are right next to me, I can’t stand the thought that you’re completely fine and I’m not, it’s the worst feeling in the world standing next to someone you want so desperately that you can’t have. I want to marry someone like you, who makes me feel just like you used to. I will never forget you, even though you have forgotten me. I just want what’s best for you. Please come back, i promise you won’t regret it. I want to help you, and you help me, just like we used to. I don’t know what you do at night, where you go, but knowing that we are in the same town but i don’t know where you are or what you are doing, it kills me inside. I think about you every second of every day, even though i have my friends convinced that i’m okay, i’m not, i want you more than i have ever wanted anything in my entire life. I love you with everything inside of me, ******. I will be waiting for you every day of my life, even if it’s false hope, at least i will have something to live for.
p.s. whenever i hear our songs, i hear your voice and see your face. come back to me, please.
the broken hearted