• Why do you haunt me?

    by  • November 4, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 2 Comments

    It has been six years since I met you. I have done my best to forget what we shared yet you still haunt me. Although our time together was brief, you still linger in my sub-conscious and I am so frustrated. I know we will never be together yet we are still so connected. I run into you from time to time socially and I do my best to be on guard, but during these times you will say something to me and I will fall back and again be charmed by you for a brief moment in time. I look into your eyes and I just get lost….I have never been so attracted to one person in my entire life. I am not a young person, and should be able to move beyond these feelings yet when I see you I just want to be with you forever. You are always in the back of my mind and I often wonder if you still think of me and I know you do cause you have told me. No one seems to measure up to you or the connection we made. Maybe you were meant to be my soul mate but I didn’t meet you timely? I know you still want me as bad as I want you but we will never admit it to each other because it is wrong. I suppose I will just have to try harder to distance myself from you in all aspects, but I will love you forever and you will never know……..

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    2 Responses to Why do you haunt me?

    1. ANEWDAY
      November 4, 2011 at 7:59 pm

      It’s funny, but just as my life has taken a turn for the worst, someone that I met 5 years ago about has been on my mind a ton. Been praying about it because I know it’s wrong too, and lately the urge has become less and less to need that person, but they still pop into my mind every so often now, but not as much. That’s true love right there when you recognize it’s wrong, and can step away and really love that person by doing what’s right. I admire that a lot.


    2. Angel
      November 4, 2011 at 10:13 pm

      I could have written those exact words… except for I don’t really want to distance myself because I still want them in my life as a friend, although my feelings are far deeper than any friendship I have ever had before…. I still want them in my life even though I know I should distance myself. We both know it can’t go any further because of circumstances… but oh how I wish things could be different.



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