It has been six years since I met you. I have done my best to forget what we shared yet you still haunt me. Although our time together was brief, you still linger in my sub-conscious and I am so frustrated. I know we will never be together yet we are still so connected. I run into you from time to time socially and I do my best to be on guard, but during these times you will say something to me and I will fall back and again be charmed by you for a brief moment in time. I look into your eyes and I just get lost….I have never been so attracted to one person in my entire life. I am not a young person, and should be able to move beyond these feelings yet when I see you I just want to be with you forever. You are always in the back of my mind and I often wonder if you still think of me and I know you do cause you have told me. No one seems to measure up to you or the connection we made. Maybe you were meant to be my soul mate but I didn’t meet you timely? I know you still want me as bad as I want you but we will never admit it to each other because it is wrong. I suppose I will just have to try harder to distance myself from you in all aspects, but I will love you forever and you will never know……..