Impossible, I swear!
One moment I am ready to give up, found a way to breathe reality, and even if but inside, push you away far enough to feel a moments worth of sanity.
I felt content, a strength I haven’t felt in a while.
Mere moments after, you text me and in an instant, without any thought, without anything even special said, without any reason to believe your words – this utter ooey gooey feeling swaps over me, as if a sudden light warms me up from inside out. Happiness and an even more profound strength fills my core.
Emotions so extreme in contradiction from each other, so sudden and out of nowhere…. To a point that it was impossible to wonder about myself. WTH?
Impossible! It must be some weird spell you have cast on me, there is just no other explanation for any of this!
Did you do this, or is it really coming from higher up?
Powerful, relentless, and every single time I am trying to set myself free.
No doubt about it – I am yours, whether I want to or not.
It’s time you let yourself be mine!