• I Should Have Never Ended It

    by  • November 4, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    Dear S
    Do you remember that time, –what was it? 6 years ago?– when we were still in the same school and we were together?
    I miss it. I miss you.
    I’m sorry I broke up with you all those years ago for X. I know you two were good friends, he and I were good friends too. But you were moving and I didn’t want to have to go through the pain of getting broken up with, so I ended things first. I’m so sorry. At the time it seemed like the right thing to do. I couldn’t take it when you left even though we were still together, not seeing you was the worst, so I ended things with you and started to date X. That was a mistake because for the next few years, I was in and out of a relationship with X and I was thinking about you the whole time.
    I haven’t really thought about you in a while, but now I’m in a relationship (not with X) and you’re in a relationship, and I miss you.
    A few months ago a mutual friend was asking I was at all interested in you, and I don’t know because I didn’t want him to know I would get back with you in a heartbeat. You were one of the best boyfriends I’ve ever had.
    I hope that someday soon, we will both be single, and we’ll run into each other, and you’ll realize you miss me as much as I miss you.

    I still love you


    “Loving you is a like a song I replay
    Every three minutes and thirty seconds of every day
    And every chorus was written for us to recite
    Every beautiful melody of devotion every night
    This potion might, this ocean might carry me
    In a wave of emotion to ask you to marry me
    And every word, every second, and every third
    Expresses the happiness more clearly than ever heard”

    “Now she’s far far away
    And I’d do anything just to see her face
    But she’s far far away
    Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again”

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