I fucking loved you and you just left me. Fuck your mixed signals and your stupid smile and the moments that still leave me sobbing months later. Fuck your friends. Fuck everything about you and how you still haunt me. Fuck you for breaking my heart. Fuck you for smiling as you did it. Fuck you for that fucking look, that last look I saw, some stupid fucking mixture of pity and kindness and warmth that fucking destroyed me. Fuck you for that kiss in front of everybody. Fuck you for holding me close. Fuck you for leaving me. I’m a wreck and I hate you for being able to just walk away, like I was literally nothing to you. Fuck you for your silence. I loved you and nothing matters anymore.
Goodnight and so long.