Things have been going well for me for the first time in a very, very long time. It almost makes me a little nervous because I feel like at any moment, my whole word is going to stop and everything is going to change. I hope that’s not true…I guess it’s because for the past couple of years, things have gone my way for a little bit but then something ends up happening and things just go back to being how they were…I hope this time that isn’t the case.
I’ve finally found a boy, and I’m happy now. I know I probably shouldn’t base my entire happiness on one person or thing, but it’s hard not to. He is my happy. I’m the best person I can be when I’m around him. He encourages me and is there for me no matter what. We haven’t been together long, but I feel like he is the person I am meant to spend the rest of my life with. We just go together, it’s a simple as that. Like that one quote “One day someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked with anyone else.” He is that someone. I love him, I’m in love with him. I’ve never said that before. I hope this works out.