• Is it me or is it her?

    by  • November 3, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I am so glad we took the time to sit down and talk about everything that has happened in the last few weeks since our break up. It meant the world to me and I know it meant something to you. I know that were “broken up” for the time being and i am working towards accepting that fact. But you talk about it as “a break” but I can’t help but feel like it’s forever.

    We sat on my front porch you told me you knew what you wanted, it’s me. We both know we don’t want to be apart, we want to just be together. I know that you can’t help that you haven’t fully moved on from your last relationship because of situations that have occurred. You are a mature person for realizing this and letting us talk about it and taking the time to let it go so that we can be together 100%. You think I am being strong but the truth is I am struggling to stand on my own two feet, I miss you in my life. The last few weeks of no contact have been miserable.

    I never thought I would allow myself to be in this situation, allowing myself to wait as the man I love makes sure a relationship is over with someone from his past. I can’t help but ask you why. If you are so sure of what you want, why do you need time away? Why do you feel the need to make sure an unhealthy relationship is over?

    You are the most amazing person I have ever met and I truly believe that we are meant to be and we deserve each other. I hope that what you are telling me is true because I want to spend the rest of my life with you o so bad.

    I need to know: Is it me or is it her? I can’t wait around forever, I don’t want to wait another day.

    I love you with all my heat, XXXXXX.

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