• Not for me

    by  • November 2, 2011 • To You • 1 Comment

    I met you on Saturay night, I thought I was going to play the game. I was talking to every pretty girl in the place. Your smile was different, you looked me in my eyes. I thought my friend was just talking to your friend. So I didn’t think much of our conversation. I ran into you outside and we started talking again. You told me you thought you knew me, I thought you were full of shit. It turns out we went to Junior High together, I’m sorry I didn’t remember you. We kept running into each other that night and the converstations got better. It was like we clicked, I saw the ring on your finger but I hoped it was just part of your costume.

    The night started going by too fast, before I knew it, it was time to go home. We stayed outside talking to each other, you wanted a picture. I felt awkward cause I wanted so much to spend more time with you but you said you couldn’t because you were married. You were leaving back to FL the next day. You offered me a ride home. I saw that you put the picture of us on your facebook. I truly didn’t think you would. I wonder what your husband said. If this was 6 months earlier I wouldn’t care what he thought, I would have pursued you and did everything to break you two up so you could be mine.

    I know that’s not right now, I want you to be happy. I want so much to send you a message, to have you respond. But I don’t want to interfere with your marriage, or your happiness. I wish so much that I would have noticed you when we were in JR high maybe we would have been together. You just got married in April of this year, I wish I would have met you before than. Maybe I could have been happy with you, but I know that its not meant for me. I think of you, and what could have been. It makes me sad that I’ll probably never talk to you again or see you. I guess I should be happy that we met an had one night. I’ll keep the picture and think of you from time to time. I think I could have loved you..

    One Response to Not for me

    1. Lilium
      November 2, 2011 at 2:37 am

      I think she could have loved you too

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