• I understand now

    by  • November 2, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Dear Sam,

    You are my sweetest downfall. No, I didn’t love you first but I love you now, and always will.

    Thank you for “taking one for the team” – you did what was best for me, ignoring how it made you feel. Only now, now that I know you are happy with your decision – happy with someone else – do I undersand how much it must have hurt you. Because it hurts me.

    You fixed the mistake I made: I thought I wanted you but you knew I didn’t. So you picked me up, put me back together with the person I should have been loving, even though it tore you apart. Why didn’t I see?

    I wouldn’t hurt you – or her – for the world. I wish, I wish, I wish I could tell you that I finally understand the pain I caused you – but you don’t deserve to be hurt anymore. So I hope you’ll be happy Samuel.

    Now and forever,
    Your Lily-flower.

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