• I love you, please leave.

    by  • November 2, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 0 Comments

    Dear boy,

    Please, just leave. Please stop being in my life. You’re a great musician and a fun person to hang out with sometimes, but you hurt me and I want to stop thinking about you. My boyfriend and I have been back together for almost two months, and I feel that our relationship is getting stronger every day.

    But you? You’re ruining it. You ruin everything. You ruined my summer. You ruined my ability to trust myself. You convinced me that you cared about me, and then you just abandoned me. No goodbye. You didn’t even have the courtesy or the decency to let me know you didn’t want to hang out anymore. You just moved on to other people and made me feel horrible. I became horribly, horribly depressed and when I tried to talk to you about any of this you just blew me off.

    So, I feel it should be understandable that I don’t want to talk to you anymore. I don’t want to see you. I don’t want to hear anything about you. I still think about you every day, and I don’t want to. I can’t help it. Lots of things remind me of you. God help me if I hear an Edward Sharpe song. I’ll be in tears all day.

    I love you like I’ve loved you since I met you. Please leave. I don’t remember what you smell like, and I’m afraid if I’m ever in the same room with you again I’ll smell you and fall in love with you again. Please, just go away.


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