• Choices

    by  • November 2, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    He’s my first boyfriend. My first love, but he has always been my best friend. We talk about our lives together forever. He makes me so happy. The way he looks at me, they way he holds me, the way our hands fit together. It’s like i found the only person i was ever meant to be with. Who else could compare? Who else could make me feel this way? It’s impossible anyone out there is this wonderful. Break up? words i could never imagine. But now i find myself sitting here, upset half the time and happy the rest. Wondering if this is how it’s supposed to be? Is this the sacrifice i make for love? Or am i supposed to want more from life, more from you? Do i leave a risk losing the love of my life, or stay and never know what else the world could offer me. Am i selfish for wanting more? Or am i just naive and don’t realize what i already have. I wish choices were given to us on a silver platter. Is leaving the worst mistake i could ever make? Or is it my doorway to something better that i can’t even imagine…

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