Despite me sleeping all day yesterday while you were at work and out with your friends, we slept all night together, I swear I could sleep forever if you were next to me. There was a moment at first where I shed some tears, thinking about how the night before you and your ex-but-almost-gf-again had probably been in the same exact position in your bed after having sex, you on your back with her nestled in tight next to you, half draped over you, head on your chest. But then, kicking myself, I decided not to let it get to me, I was going to enjoy being close to you as long as I could, as long as you were still around to be close to. You were just too warm and comfortable and beautiful mumbling pretty sounds in your sleep for me to be sad, with more pretty sounds when I moved my hand over your chest and stomach, I’ve always liked that. I whispered that I love you, but you might have been asleep already, still not sure if I’d rather you been awake for that or not. But nonetheless it’s true, I love you darling, and even if I refuse to have sex with you when I know you’re with her, I’ll hold you forever.