Dear former best friend,
Dear guy I think about every day,
Dear guy I miss more than anything I’ve ever missed in my entire life,
Yesterday was your 26th birthday. I wanted to write you/text you/call you/run to you/ anything just to wish you a happy birthday. It’s been 4 full months since we last spoke. I was going back and forth all day on whether or not I should do it. But in the end, I decided it was best not to. If my birthday message provoked us to start talking again, I don’t know how I would have dealt with the consequences that that action would cause. But on the flip side, if you didn’t respond or reach out to me after I contacted you, I don’t know how I would deal with that either. So instead, I sit here the day after, completely heartbroken with tears in my eyes writing you this letter that you will never read. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you. More than ever, More than ever, More than ever.