• Archive for October 30th, 2011

    my consuming fire

    by  • October 30, 2011 • Depression • 5 Comments

    what can i say really, what is there too me my life it all seems like one big mess i feel like i’m losing myself or if i’m going to fade away i keep saying to myself if there’s a darker side to where i am now but i honestly i don’t know how far

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    The End?

    by  • October 30, 2011 • To You • 0 Comments

    R, As of yesterday its over, I won’t see you much more any more. I’m shoved back into that cold place in the back of your mind, the friend zone. I thought yesterday something was going to happen. It was cold, you knew I was cold and with my hands in yours, I thought something

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    my birthday wish

    by  • October 30, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    So I decided I really don’t want you to get me anything for my birthday, if you completely insist wait until after you’re settled in at your job and have a steady enough paycheck for insurance and everything else you need to pay for—I promise this is really what I want. Instead of buying me

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    Letter to my

    by  • October 30, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 0 Comments

    I’m uncomfortable in our relationship, it’s been nagging me for a several months now, but I put up with it because I love you and I really want this to work. You tell me you love me but I don’t feel like you do, you separate me from the rest of your life, I’m never

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    I can’t stop

    by  • October 30, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    I can’t stop. I can’t stop thinking about you. About everything you’ve done, and everything you have not done. I can’t stop replaying all the perfect times in my mind. I can’t stop thinking about all of the caring things you used to do for me. I can’t stop thinking about the person you used

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