I am constantly told that someday i will have a relationship and i will rue the time i said that people are pathetic for thinking the way they do. i don’t love anyone but you. who my BEST FRIEND is sleeping with. i hate myself. can’t help it. i hate myself for loving you. FUCK.
Read more →I see you in my dreams nearly every night…it’s torture. Torture that I still love you after all this time and find it impossible to move on…and when I try? you ruin any efforts I had made by pulling me back in to the idea…the idea that we could be something spectacular again. I’ve wasted
Read more →I saw your wedding pictures today. The thing that I found the most striking was your eyes; in most of the pictures they look sad, you’re smiling alright but the smile doesn’t reach them. In one of them you have a such a faraway look that I realized you’re not as happy as you want
Read more →Hey mom its about time I get this off my chest, I hate you. You’re a selfish and cruel. How dare you treat me the way you do. So you’ve pasted the point of trying to buy my favor to now critquing my every action and spoken word. So here it goes. You let a
Read more →Hopefulness: a feeling; grounds for this feeling in a particular instance i have hope for You…hope that should no longer exist in me. i’ve lost count of the weeks, days.. i even had a count of the hours. whether that is pathetic or not. all i know is that it’s been over 2 months since
Read more →Stephanie, I wanted to say one last thing to you and then I’m done with your forever. Even though we are not still friends on facebook, I can still see your statuses. I saw the one you just posted, and I know it’s about me. So, I just wanted to set some things straight. First
Read more →I almost called you tonight. I was this close. For all the final goodbyes I said, for all the ties I cut, I almost called you and ruined it all. But I didn’t. That’s what makes us different. We’re so similar, but when it boils down to it, that’s how we’re different. When somebody breaks
Read more →You were my everything. You told me you loved me, forever and always. Then you left, a few days before my birthday and a few days after our 7 months. Eleven months later, you came back to me and I let you come back into my locked heart. I let you say you love me,
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