I love you. I always have and I always will, even if you don’t know it. i haven’t forgotten any of that summer. I should have told you back then that I loved you the last night we were together, but I was so young and life was taking me away from you. I thought that admitting how much I loved you would have made leaving hurt more than it already did…so I stayed quiet. Looking back I think that caused me even more pain. Leaving you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I spent so many days missing you all while trying to adjust to my new life. You moved on…and I was crushed. A complete mess. All because I didn’t speak up when I should have. By the time we talked and admitted our feelings to each other, it was too late. Our lives were moving in different directions. I could tell she made you happy and I couldn’t bear to mess with that. I somehow find myself missing you while still finding comfort in knowing that you’re finally at peace. Just know that I love you and I’ll be seeing you when i see you.