• Archive for October 20th, 2011

    The Childhood Crush

    by  • October 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    Dear White, That was your nickname; I invented it. Of course you’ve never known. I don’t think I have any right to be that sobbing person who misses you and wishes that you could come back to my side. No, I definitely don’t have that right. We never even dated, but somehow, I believed that

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    I miss romance.

    by  • October 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning • 1 Comment

    It’s been almost a year since I’ve had sex. But honestly, that isn’t what I miss most. What I miss is the romance. I miss being able to lay my head upon his chest, while we are watching tv. I miss holding his hand as we walk. I miss my cheek being kissed and stroked.

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    Taking my leave

    by  • October 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 0 Comments

    It was beautiful back then. Years later, it’s beautiful again. One thing remains…you’ll never leave. As much as you love me, pine for me, yearn for me, delight in my mere presence…you’ll never leave. In many ways it’s admirable, sacrificing your life for three (perhaps only two) others. So don’t despair; you remain noble. I’ll

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    Goodbye

    by  • October 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, The Ex • 1 Comment

    SH- I’ve been thinking a lot about you lately. I’m not quite sure why; you completely broke my heart and embarrassed me. It still hurts and it’s been 5 years. We have both moved on with our lives and have spouses and families that we love very much. I would not wish to change anything

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    Thank you.

    by  • October 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 0 Comments

    Dear You, Things have changed. It went from being everything to nothing. It was a confusing, messy, unsettling process, but now that I have let go of your hand, I feel better. I feel liberated, I feel free. I am at peace with this simply because I am no longer holding onto a person that

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    And This is Goodbye

    by  • October 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 3 Comments

    Dear Nate, January 5th, 2011 that is the day my life changed, that is the day I met you. You have no idea how many time I’ve written you this letter, I sort of lost count to tell you the truth, but this will probably be the last time I’m writing this. No matter how

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    Dear Dad

    by  • October 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Family Stuff • 0 Comments

    Dead Dad, You know why I broke down so often? It was you. Seriously, what right did you have to put that on a child? I don’t care what I did wrong in the situation, I messed up, I wasn’t in the right, but that does not mean you get to blame me for your

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