Dear Bill…
by admin • October 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 6 Comments
I’m writing here so I won’t write to you. I have been trying to forget you but am watching Bill Pullman in a movie and in this movie he smiles like you, has the same features as you…it’s incredible how it makes me feel as if I am watching you right in front of me.
I still have a few of your pictures and when I look at them my heart starts racing and I feel so alive! I want to talk to you but I don’t want to disrespect your wishes.
I miss telling you what’s going on during my day and just sharing my feelings with you.
You are the sweetest man I have ever met…but we can never be…not while we are both taken. We connected on all levels although we held back on the physical.
We would have been the perfect couple and it would have felt so free and easy to be with each other! But, life is not suppose to be easy and so…we are stuck with critical, mean spirited spouses who have to work so so so so hard to be just a little bit nice. We are two warm hearted people who would give, love, laugh and grow having a wonderful life together.
I am so sad that we never got the chance to experience that and I know we had to cut our friendship off because we both know that we were falling for each other and it would tear our relationships apart.
I love you…in a very deep way. I hope one day I will be able to see you again. Maybe we’ll both be single. If it was meant to be then it will be.
In the meantime, I miss you terribly:(
Love,
Joy
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! LOL!
You pulled this one out of the closet..
Yes, I did. Just corresponded today but we really can’t remain friends if we want our marriages to work.:(
So true. It still applies although we just corresponded today…we are suppose to be silent with each other:(
Oh, I see.. That is quite the conundrum. For both of you it seems.
Nature will decide what is meant to happen on this one. Marriages, children….tons to lose if you continue to communicate and the feelings overwhelm you again.. and then a potential loss if you choose to remain silent with this person.. hmmmm
Damn, the heart is a mysterious place.
Romantic Feelings vs’ Friendship boundaries rarely work out. That takes a VERY special bond to remain neutral in the danger zone of temptation….
I usually don’t do well in that scenario- can’t help how you feel about someone.. it just is. You can only act on restraint or impulsion. In between is terrifying. At least for me it is…
I feel for you… Its a tough place to be. Sometimes it just takes longer for some to get out of your system than others… Love is a pain in the ass sometimes….
Angel