I’ve always wanted a big brother that would be there for me no matter who or what, be proud of me without just saying so, a brother that would hold his little sister because he wants to, not because his girlfriend told him to. I want a brother that will protect me. I’m all alone here and I don’t have much to turn to. You have your friends and your freedom, but you never choose to spend that free time with your family. Mary is great and all, but you’re a little too consumed with her in my opinion. Since when did it become more important to have a girlfriend than a family? We love you, but we don’t seem to get a lot of it back. I miss you. I miss feeling safe with the thought that you aren’t doing something foolish.
All in all though, I know that my God will always be there for me. I know that He will constantly be my comforter and my provider. It’s hard to lean on that, but I know I have to. I know that times are tough, but I have to be trusting that He can do all the things for me that I need and more. Jesus, thank you that I even have a brother. One that is at least here at night.
Your little sister, Allison