Why did have to be you i fell in love with? Why did you make me cry? I wish we could go back and be happy. I know your life is hard and i want to be there for you but the problem is you don’t want me in your life. Yesterday you broke me again. I lost my best friend and now I’m lost with out him. I wish we could talk and i wish i could change but we both no i cant. i try to be truthful but I get too scared for your reaction. Tonight i’m going out and going to get drunk. Hoping to get your attention even though i know it’s the wrong kind of attention. I’m going to dance with other boys and kiss other boys to piss you off. Because for some reason every action i have makes me think of you. I want and need to get over. I should hate you and spit in your face for everything that you have done to me, but i can’t i still love you and miss you when your not by my side. I want you take me back but your not and like I’ve said don’t be surprised if one i getup and leave. I’m always going to love you and your always going to have my heart even if you don’t know it.

Through thick and through Thin i’ll always be there.

Love,
This dumb girl