It’s done. I’m finally done. You had your chance. Told me you’d always be around to be my friend, you were just giving me some space while I got over you. All I had to do was call or message you when I was ready. Well, I messaged you last week. Four months after the
Read more →*I wish I could accept the quote of the title.* I keep telling myself I’m over everything. I keep trying to reiterate to myself how rude, disrespectful, awful, mean, harsh and heartless you can be to me. The littlest things can and will set you off. And you will absolutely not even consider talking any
Read more →I’m so afraid that I’m useless, and that I will continue to be useless for the rest of my life. I’m so scared that when I graduate I’ll have absolutely no path, that I’ll be stuck, that I’m going to fall into a summer slump that lasts for the rest of my life. That I
Read more →Everyday that I wake up, I wonder if it’s finally that day. That day when you’ll look me in my eyes and say, “I choose you.” And everyday that it doesn’t happen makes me think that maybe it never will.
Read more →Dear Mom and Dad, I don’t think either of you understand how many times i’ve actually considered running away from home. There are so many times I want to leave this house, this town, and never look back. I can’t handle the stress you’ve put on me. I’m sorry that I am not a perfect
Read more →I think that I’m good enough. I might not be the prettiest, or the smartest, or the funniest girl in the room, but I’m still worthy of somebody’s attention. Are my standards too high? Do I have some kinda of label on my forehead that says undateable? Wtf, because I’m tired of trying to get
Read more →The first thing you said to me was some kinda of messed up rambling about the sun. You seem like you’re smart and funny, a little bit of a dreamer, but firmly rooted in reality. You know what’s going on around you. you’re not afraid to speak your mind. You’re cute and charming. Sometimes, I
Read more →Dear you, You know how much you mean to me. And it scares me. It scares me to know that you have the on and off switch to my happiness. Everyday I fear that you’re just gonna turn around and leave. All I want to be is be with you. There is noone else. I
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