• Archive for September 22nd, 2011

    Catharsis

    by  • September 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 3 Comments

    I came to a shocking realization today. I’ve fallen for someone who is becoming a drug addict. I know he is already. It just doesn’t happen to be cataclysmic yet. I realized it today when we were talking. You were sad….and contemplative. Something I don’t usually see in you. And then it was gone. And

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    So I’ll Leave

    by  • September 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Sometimes I understand I fuck up, and it falls on me…but this time I didn’t do anything that would ruin our friendship. You deleted me off BBM, and didn’t return my phone calls, which was fucking bizzare, seeing as we spent 3 days together…I always was here for you, to listen about guys that you

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    Irreplaceable

    by  • September 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning • 0 Comments

    It’s never easy to forget about someone you truly love. That person that has always been there through the tears, laughter, drama, etc. All those hugs, kisses, times when the only two people alive were you and that person. OH what an amazing feeling! You feel that everything goes each others way, that you can

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    Dear You,

    by  • September 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Friends • 3 Comments

    I’m so sorry. But you really hurt my feelings. We hugged and you freaked out, I thought you liked me, but the level of panic on your face was upsetting. If you liked me, I feel like it would have been okay. So badly I wanted it to be okay, for you to actually want

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    Third times a charm

    by  • September 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    We met once and years later we met again. The time wasn’t right either time but the feelings have always been there. Third time is a charm, right? So I bid you farewell, till we meet again… whenever that may be. As we have learned from the past, and as you predicted, it will be

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    ouch. more and more ouch.

    by  • September 22, 2011 • Betrayal • 0 Comments

    So tell me. When was it exactly that you started believing that feeling good and in love was a ticking fucking time bomb? I’m sorry I wasn’t what you expected when you got home. I guess a month and a half can change someone’s mind, but it shouldn’t do that to you. I gave you

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