• Archive for September 18th, 2011

    Hate

    by  • September 18, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Depression, Family Stuff • 1 Comment

    I hate you. I hate you for letting Dad find you bleeding all over the bathroom floor. I hate you for not caring how we feel. I hate you for not being strong. I hate you for the nightmares I have and the torture you’ve put the family through. First a hanging, now the stitches

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    Dear Miko,

    by  • September 18, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    well i’m finding myself thinking about you a lot ofteb. i don’t know what you want and i doubt it’s the same as what i want cause really, i just want to be involved with you. might it be physically, emotionally, or just friendly, i don’t really know but i want it to be a

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    This One Is For Me

    by  • September 18, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I think I scared you. I mean honestly scared you with the amount of love I had and gave to you. I know you had never had someone TRULY love you for you. Those girls are ex’s for a reason, and as I understood, all but the one before me just basically used you. Some

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    Why I won’t.

    by  • September 18, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    Do you understand that I’m pushing everything away because I’m still waiting for you? I’m waiting on the promise you made me. You know, the one at the park oh so long ago? The one you swore you’d never break. So here I am, just waiting away my days. Watching everything good for me pass

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