• Archive for September 15th, 2011

    hopelessly distracted

    by  • September 15, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 1 Comment

    Dear J, The reason why I haven’t gotten with any guys in college is because my mind is so wrapped around you. I cannot express the amount of times I’ve compared other guys to you. And every time you win. Every time I get close to choosing whether or not I should got through with

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    by  • September 15, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Advice • 0 Comments

    everyone wants to be loved, wants to be validated, in some way. I can’t say I’m not like everyone else in that regard. but my heart is divided into pieces, almost like everyone I’ve ever been with has a piece of me locked up somewhere. and I feel like I’m running out of love to

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    distant by more than space

    by  • September 15, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    i just realized: you never even said “Happy Valentine’s Day.” i don’t care that you were halfway across the planet. that just can’t be justification anymore… you used your distance as an excuse. your being gone hurt me enough in the first place, but the fact that you used it to be lazy in our

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    guilt trip

    by  • September 15, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 1 Comment

    I’m sick of the guilty feeling. the guy wrenching feeling i get at that time of day when i know you’re gonna text me and when i finally see your name on my phone come up. we aren’t as close as we used to be. it kills me to see how far i’ve come and

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