• Archive for September 11th, 2011

    A.C.

    by  • September 11, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    Seeing my mom shed a tear while she stood there watching me cry over you made me realize so much. YOU are causing pain to not only me but also my family and that is unacceptable. Slowly but I will get to the point where I will fully get over your ass. Yeah I’ll always

    bursting bubbles

    by  • September 11, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    what’s so special about one summer…one blue eyed raven haired boy…that every thought and every choice I’ve made since you so gracefully bowed out, that every ounce of my future is destined to revolve around you? Why is it every time I try and move on it goes nowhere, because all I see is you?

    Not spiritual enough

    by  • September 11, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 1 Comment

    Hey you! I was so happy with you. Everything about you was perfect. We were perfect. I felt so hurt when you told me things had to end because I wasn’t spiritual enough for you. Have you ever hurt of such a thing before?! I loved you for a year and a half. I thought

    Content with being alone

    by  • September 11, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 1 Comment

    For the first time in my life, I don’t feel the need to be involved with someone. The past 8 years I always thought that in order to be really happy, I had to be in a relationship. But after getting out of the last trainwreck I’m actually okay with being alone. I gave every

    best friends

    by  • September 11, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Those Gone Before Us • 0 Comments

    december 6, 2009. i was 14. you were 15. we had been best friends since i had met you three years before. i still remember your face. your smallish, pointy nose with the sprinkling of freckles, your sandy not-quite-blond, not-quite-brown hair. whenever you smiled it was big and beautiful, with your adorable crooked teeth. i

    Thank you God

    by  • September 11, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, God • 0 Comments

    Dear God, I thank you for all that you have given me, if it were your desire to take it all away, I have no objection whatsoever. I might have to add that although it may be hard, I would be glad to abide by your desire. Thank you for all that I have had