Seeing my mom shed a tear while she stood there watching me cry over you made me realize so much. YOU are causing pain to not only me but also my family and that is unacceptable. Slowly but I will get to the point where I will fully get over your ass. Yeah I’ll always
Read more →what’s so special about one summer…one blue eyed raven haired boy…that every thought and every choice I’ve made since you so gracefully bowed out, that every ounce of my future is destined to revolve around you? Why is it every time I try and move on it goes nowhere, because all I see is you?
Read more →Hey you! I was so happy with you. Everything about you was perfect. We were perfect. I felt so hurt when you told me things had to end because I wasn’t spiritual enough for you. Have you ever hurt of such a thing before?! I loved you for a year and a half. I thought
Read more →For the first time in my life, I don’t feel the need to be involved with someone. The past 8 years I always thought that in order to be really happy, I had to be in a relationship. But after getting out of the last trainwreck I’m actually okay with being alone. I gave every
Read more →december 6, 2009. i was 14. you were 15. we had been best friends since i had met you three years before. i still remember your face. your smallish, pointy nose with the sprinkling of freckles, your sandy not-quite-blond, not-quite-brown hair. whenever you smiled it was big and beautiful, with your adorable crooked teeth. i
Read more →Dear God, I thank you for all that you have given me, if it were your desire to take it all away, I have no objection whatsoever. I might have to add that although it may be hard, I would be glad to abide by your desire. Thank you for all that I have had
Read more →I like them, maybe I could even love them, but I still remember distinctly how you made me feel. You’re what I think about before I drift off to sleep and what I struggle with as I’m trying to get up in the morning – memories, fantasies, every shitty moment, every glance that had me
Read more →Everything comes to an end. Everything good, and everything bad. It all ends. Don’t ever think that the bad will be forever, and don’t ever expect the good to last. Something or someone will always come along to change your situation. It might make it worse, but it can also make it better. Put on
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