This is for you. You know who you are, and you know what you’ve done to me.
You know that you’ve messed me up.
You know that I love you and would drop anyone for you.
You know that you’re no good for me, and you know that you don’t love me.
But you MUST know that you’re my weakness. My drug of choice, my addiction, the one thing I can’t give up.
But yet you keep coming back to me and then leaving again. You left with a promise that you’ll come back to me in november, and then you’re leaving again.
Fuck your promises. Fuck the fact that you keep leaving me for her. Fuck your touch and fuck your love.
You said that there’s a possibility that we could be together again one day. You said we’ll always be in each other’s lives. What? You were with her when you said that…Why would you say that? Why do I have the biggest feeling in my gut that this little whatever we have going on right now is going to end very, very badly. Why do I feel like you’re going to choose her over me again?
You know what, I’m the one person who puts up with your shit, deals with your flakiness over and OVER again. If you can’t realize that, then fine.
I don’t know if we’re meant to be… sometimes I feel like I’m just forcing two puzzle pieces to fit where they don’t. Sometimes I feel like we fit perfectly.
Just please, don’t hurt me again. I really don’t know if I can handle it this time. And if you do…I hope karma bites you so hard in the ass.