• Archive for August 30th, 2011

    One way or the other?

    by  • August 30, 2011 • Confusion • 0 Comments

    In all of the countless letters I have written to you, carried around with me, and never sent, lie all the things and emotions I want to tell you but cannot bring myself to do. The tears I’ve cried, the closure I need, and the times I’ve wanted to be completely honest; I could never

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    not myself anymore

    by  • August 30, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    Dear E, I hate what you did to me. I feel like I can never be the same person again because you took her away from me. I can no longer be completely happy. When I’m with my friends I don’t laugh at the things that I did before. I feel so fake now. I

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    Happy birthday

    by  • August 30, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 0 Comments

    Happy birthday….. So this is the first time since I’ve known you that we didnt spend your birthday together. I remember you once told me that your birthday, hell your life is so much better with me there, now….now that’s not the case. You’re living life , laughing, smiling, holding your current fix in your

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    What Am I to You?

    by  • August 30, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Friends • 0 Comments

    Jayson, It’s funny. We’ve gone from best friends to enemies, back to best friends, to me liking you, to enemies. But this time, I’m afraid it’s for good. Over these years of knowing you we’ve been great friends. It was nice that you lived down the street so I could talk to you and enjoy

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    All I want to know

    by  • August 30, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 0 Comments

    So, we started talking, what 3 days ago? you had sat behind me in Pre-Calc Honors all year, barely paying attention to the teacher, and definitely not paying attention to me. You turned out to be one of the only things that allowed me to get through that class with your comments about how stupid

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