I don’t get how one second I can so strongly dislike you, so strongly think of you as an asshole, and the next I’m desperately wanting you to text me. It makes no sense to me. I mean c’mon, how dysfunctional.
I’m not going to lie, it disgusts me the way you and your friends, who are all sophomores in college….are still hooking up with sophomores or juniors in high school. I mean, really? You can’t do any better? And I am not calling these young girls ugly by any means, because they aren’t, they’re actually gorgeous. But you are on two totally different pages of life when it comes to the age difference of a 15 or 16 year old and a 19 or 20 year old. That is sick, legitimately sickening to me. And it isn’t like you and your friends are unattractive, because you most certainly are not. You’re all very good looking with funny, charismatic personalities. I would know, because I’m very close to two of your former best friends, who I’m also feeling mixed emotions for. One more than the other though.
I don’t know, I just wish I could make a decision on you guys and keep it. It hasn’t happened within the past year, so it probably won’t happen any time soon. But I’m just getting so frustrated with myself…its like…what do I want from you guys?! Beats me.