How can I have only seen you twice and love you so profoundly? I feel so naive in thinking you are the one, but deep down I just know. I am not one for gut reactions, but my gut is YELLING to me about you. When I skype with you, it’s like I am talking to an old friend, as conversation topics just flow and belly laughs are extemely common.
I want you to know that I am making a big leap of faith, my darling, for you. Because I love you. I wish you could realize how hard it is for me to do this even though I play it off like it’s fine.
Being this vulnerable to you, to anyone, to pain, to rejection, scares the freakin’ hell outta me.