• What I wish I was

    by  • July 30, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 1 Comment

    I don’t think you will ever understand. Whenever I see you walking down the hall hand in hand with her I want to scream. Her perfectly tanned skin, straight blonde hair. Your bright blue eyes, wide smile. Do you even know who I am anymore. Shoving my fingers down my throat so that maybe one day I could be as skinny as she is. Long crooked scars running up my arms. One day I was the center of your world. We held eachother in place. But now your gone. With someone new to be your world.While I’m here, floating away, waiting for someone to bring me back again. I wonder if you ever think of me. What we used to have. If you ever regret it. I told you everything, you were my everything. Now I have noone.

    One Response to What I wish I was

    1. trina d.
      July 31, 2011 at 9:26 pm

      Hello, please do not shove your fingers down your throat. Whether you realize it or not, that is doing major damage to your body and your organs and is not healthy. NO MAN is worth doing this to yourself. I promise you by the time you reach my age 26, you will realize that a man who does not love you as you are is not worth it and no man is worth hurting your body. Please seek help, because you are worth it!!!

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