I don’t think you will ever understand. Whenever I see you walking down the hall hand in hand with her I want to scream. Her perfectly tanned skin, straight blonde hair. Your bright blue eyes, wide smile. Do you even know who I am anymore. Shoving my fingers down my throat so that maybe one day I could be as skinny as she is. Long crooked scars running up my arms. One day I was the center of your world. We held eachother in place. But now your gone. With someone new to be your world.While I’m here, floating away, waiting for someone to bring me back again. I wonder if you ever think of me. What we used to have. If you ever regret it. I told you everything, you were my everything. Now I have noone.