• Too Late for Second Thoughts?

    by  • July 29, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    Lately, I’ve been looking at my current situation, and how my life used to be. For some reason, I am starting to think I made the wrong decision. Right after high school, I moved in with a man that I knew for only 6 months. Yes, I loved him then, and I love him now. I just don’t know if it was the right thing to do.

    This wasn’t an irresponsible thing to do on my part, for I got my first job and went to college thanks to him. I would have never been able to get a job without him, but this place is so far away from my friends. I miss my friends, and so far, I’ve only made one friend in college. I just feel so alone sometimes, even though I spend every waking moment with him.

    It just kills me to look into his eyes and have even the smallest amount of doubt in my decision to move here. I’m just not sure what to think, and it’s been over a year since I’ve moved here, so I’ve had plenty of time to adjust. *sigh* I just don’t know…

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