Finally I am happy. I gave up. I just gave up. I wanted to be cool, I wanted to be liked by everyone, wanted to be approved of by you. But in giving up I am happy. I am embracing the inner me. I am not trying to be the one you wanted me to be. I’m not trying to live for anyone one else. You were my best friend. Then one day I suppose you just chose to leave. Not in the Physical sense but that you stopped being there for me. I had to be myself and that was new. I didn’t have you there to tell me yes or no. So I just did. So now I am me. That is all I am. But I am happy to be for once. And from here on I will always be. So for that I want to say thank you.