I am pretty sure I feel the same way you do. There are many times when we are hanging out that I picture how easy it would be to turn my head and kiss you. I often wonder what it would feel like. I think of you at night before I go to bed. It seems that everytime I try to turn my brain off you pop into it before I can fully shut it down.
I know I give mixed messages. There are times when I am less afraid and contact you all the time and there are other times when I pull back. I know it is confusing and I am sorry for that but I don’t think I can change it right now.
I’d like to think that it isn’t who you are that scares me but I would probably be lying to myself. Part of it is who you are and the other part is that I am already attached to another.
But, just so you know, I think I feel the same way.