Forgetting you is one of the most difficult things I have ever had to do. Seeing you, and knowing it will never be, breaks me. I loved you, and I still do. Seeing the choices you have made for your life hurts more than losing you. I will always care for you. I’m sorry that your life has come to a point that to feel acceptance you have turned to self-destructing drugs and relationships. You deserve so much better. I miss your friendship like I never thought I would. I hope you find whatever it is you are looking for in life, you will always be in my thoughts and prayers. I will never forget you es.