• can’t it change?

    by  • July 29, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Wish • 2 Comments

    i wish it could all change. that we could be friends again. that you and i could go back to how it was. meeting in the hallways during math class, just to sit and listen and talk about all of those little things in life. how waiting for my ride to come you would stand there in the rain with me, giving me your coat. but what happened???? why did it change? was it because i had a boyfriend then? you were still my bestfriend, i loved you. like legitly it was love. was there jealousy? i went out with him because i didn’t think you would ever love me back.. i tried to move on… i wish things were different, that we spoke everynight on the phone, just like we used to… i stayed up untill 3 am last week, thinking about you, and crying to myself, hoping, just hoping that maybe something could change. that it could be done over. i was left with no warning, you just walked away and didnt let me back into your life. you pretend not to know me now…. i wish…… i wish for the love back. is that wrong? selfish? i’m sorry.. but it’s true.

    2 Responses to can’t it change?

    1. ellie
      July 29, 2011 at 3:26 pm

      aw 🙁 you know, somewhere deep down he loves you to, it gets better 🙂

    2. i wish too
      July 30, 2011 at 10:09 pm

      Im in a similar situation, you’re not alone. I pray things change for the better for us both, whatever that may be. Stay strong

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