when i was younger i wish i would have had fun. i wish i would have partied and been a whore. now that i’m in college and paying for everything i’m poor and i can’t have fun. i can’t afford to go to the movies or anything. if i’m not in school i’m at work. i’m failing everything because i just don’t get it in time and i have nothing to show for it. i just wanna break loose and have fun! just 1 day a month would be nice! if i knew when i was younger that colleges don’t care if u were a party girl or the biggest whore i would have had more fun. now i’m just sad and depressed and no one understands. just me, all alone with my misery.