i haven’t seen you in almost a year. there was a time in my life, a very long time, where i never thought i would be able to do this, never thought i’d be able go so long without seeing you. and now i have. and i’m not really sure how i feel about that. i still think about you everyday and i probably always will. you have a girlfriend now. that broke me. that absolutely broke me when i found out. i am still broken, still recovering from it. i don’t think there will ever be a time when you don’t have the capability to break me. my heart sits in your hand and i don’t know how to get it back. i don’t know how to get my heart hooked off you. you me more than you will ever know, and yet i still love you. if you are reading this, i want you to know that. i still love you, sometimes i think it never really was true love because if it was we would still be together. but maybe sometimes it isn’t that easy. my heart is here, waiting for you, yours. always yours. i’m afraid you think i’ve left you, and that’s why you’ve pursued this new girl, but i want you to know i never did. i’m still here and i always will be. so you can date that girl and maybe she is the right girl for you. maybe she will make you happy for awhile and maybe she will love you. i hope she does. you deserve to be loved, everyone does. i have to move on with my life and focus on my future, but my heart will always still be here for you, waiting until our paths cross again, for good.