• You dress me like a clown.

    by  • July 27, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Knock it Off • 1 Comment

    sometimes, I hate you. I really hate you. I hate the fact that you have me wrapped around your finger. I hate the fact that every summer you come back, and every summer I fall for you. Again and again. I’ve tried to find someone else; someone as clever as you. Someone who can make me laugh as much as you do but it’s never the same. And I hate the fact that you tease me and you tell me I’m cute, I’m attractive, I’m funny, I’m talented, I’m creative and yet I live here and you live there. I don’t even understand why I like you so much in the first place. You’re lanky…and kind of a nerd in a big way. If only it wasn’t for your eyes; your eyes like dark pools that curve into a hook that draws me in, cuts me open, and reveals me; everything I am. I can’t hide from you. I’m completely vulnerable.

    and I hope you never read this. I hope you never see how truly pathetic I am; how truly pathetic you make me.

    and someday, I hope you realize I should have meant more to you than just that girl you flirt with in the summer.

    Stupid. I’m a stupid girl.

    One Response to You dress me like a clown.

    1. A stupid guy
      July 27, 2011 at 8:35 am

      I’ve been that guy and believe me I regret it. And now I see her and I think maybe it could have been me but I was too late mand too stupid to realize she really cared. It sucks. And I’m sorry that this happened to you.

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